Well!!! Had another NST all is well and baby is looking awesome!! I then went to my doctor appointment where the doctor made it official that I will deliver next Tues. He thinks I am doing really good. My blood pressure was perfect today both in the NST and Doctor's office. I gained two pounds putting my total weight gain at 13 pounds this pregnancy. I am currently dilated to a 3 and 65% effaced.
As for all my thoughts and emotions there is just to much going on in my head and heart. One thing that I am having hard time with is the similarity in the day of the week all this is taking place. Yes, I am 2 1/2 weeks out from my due date with this little one where I was at my due date with Jocelyn. But It was a Tuesday that I saw my doctor with her and left there with scheduled delivery for the following Tuesday since there was no room for me on Monday and they could not schedule me on my due date since that a was Sunday. So here we are seeing the doctor on Tuesday with a delivery date the following Tuesday again. It really brings up a lot feelings from Jocelyn and how much I wish she were here along with feelings that I can not even begin to explain.
John and I have been soooo blessed by so many people around us. We have been loved, supported, prayed for, and just loved. I can not express the gratitude I have for those in our lives and that continue to stand by us. Thank You for your love it is felt everyday. I know it is what has calmed John and I through out this whole experience. I am so grateful for the doctors and nurses that been placed in our path for the care of myself and this new little one. I know they have and are doing everything medically possible to ensure a healthy baby and delivery. It truly is in the Lords hands now and taking that leap of faith is way easier said then done. I have had many priesthood blessings through out and they have guided me on some many levels.
So until next Tuesday, unless I get lucky and go into labor on my own I hope to be sharing pictures of our rainbow baby girl Jaylee.
3 comments:
I am so excited for you! It gives me hope! I can't wait to see pictures of her. Good luck! :)
<3 ((Hugs)) :)
I'm so glad you are sharing your feelings with us along this journey with your rainbow baby, Jaylee. I keep you in mind a lot and pray that your rainbow arrives safe and sound. Love you, Heidi.
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